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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    2:54 pm
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    "Go away," I told it"I don't want you anymore,
    go away and be deadLike the arm to which it
    had once been attached, the hand itched and
    throbbed and ached and refused to leave me
    "Then go find my daughter," I said, and the tears
    began to flow"Bring her back, why don't you?
    Bring her to meI'll paint anything you want,
    just bring her to meI was just a one-armed man with a phantom
    itchThe only ghost was his own, drifting tiffany heart tag around
    just over his head, observing all this
    The creeping in my flesh grew worseI picked the
    broom up, weeping now not just from grief but also
    from the horrible discomfort of that unreachable
    itch, then realized I couldn't do what I needed to
    do - a one-armed man can't snap a broomhandle over
    his kneeI leaned it against the house again and
    stomped it with my good legThere was a snap, and
    the bristle end went flyingI held the jagged vintage omega seamaster end
    up in front of my streaming eyes and nodded
    I went around the corner of the house toward the
    beach, a distant part of my mind registering the
    loud conversation of the shells beneath Big Pink
    912
    as the waves dashed into the darkness there and
    then withdrew
    I had one fleeting thought as I reached the wet
    and shining hardpack, dotted here and there with
    tennis balls: The third thing Elizabeth had said
    to Wireman was You chanel handbags sale will want to, but you mustn't
    "Too late," I said, and then the string tethering
    the Edgar over my head brokeHe floated away, and
    for a little while I knew no more
    17 - The South End of the Key
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    I next remember Wireman coming along and picking
    me upI remember walking a few steps, then
    recalling that Ilse was dead and collapsing to my
    kneesAnd the most shameful thing was that, even
    though I was heartbroken, I was also hungry
    I gucci for women remember Wireman helping me in through the open
    door and telling me it was all a bad dream, that
    I'd been having the horrors, and when I told him
    no, it was true, Mary Ire had done it, Mary Ire
    had drowned Ilse in Ilse's own bathtub, he had
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    laughed and said that now he knew itFor one
    horrible moment I believed him
    I pointed to the answering machine"Play the
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    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    2:59 pm
    @@@@@The harp arrived, and rather added to her
    @@@@@The harp arrived, and rather added to her beauty, wit,
    and good-humour; for she played with the greatest obligingness,
    with an expression and taste which were peculiarly becoming, and
    there was something clever to be said at the close of every airEdmund
    was at the Parsonage every day, to be indulged with his favourite
    instrument: one morning secured an invitation for the next; for the
    lady could not be unwilling to have a listener, and every thing was
    soon in a fair train
    A young woman, pretty, lively, with a harp as elegant as herself,
    and both placed near a window, cut down to the ground, and opening
    on a little lawn, surrounded by shrubs in the rich foliage of
    57
    Jane Austen
    summer, was enough to catch any man’s heartThe season, the scene,
    the air, were all favourable to tenderness and sentimentGrant
    and her tambour frame were not without their use: it was all in
    harmony; and as everything will turn to account when love is once
    set going, even the sandwich tray, and DrGrant doing the honours
    of it, were worth looking atWithout studying the business, however,
    or knowing what he was about, Edmund was beginning, at the
    end of a week of such intercourse, to be a good deal in love; and to
    the credit of the lady it may be added that, without his being a man
    of the world or an elder brother, without any of the arts of flattery
    or the gaieties of small talk, he began to be agreeable to herShe felt
    it to be so, though she had not foreseen, and could hardly understand
    it; for he was not pleasant by any common rule: he talked no
    nonsense; he paid no compliments; his opinions were unbending,
    his attentions tranquil and simpleThere was a charm, perhaps, in
    his sincerity, his steadiness, his integrity, which Miss Crawford might
    be equal to feel, though not equal to discuss with herselfShe did
    not think very much about it, however: he pleased her for the present;
    she liked to have him near her; it was enough
    Fanny could not wonder that Edmund was at the Parsonage every
    morning; she would gladly have been there too, might she have
    gone in uninvited and unnoticed, to hear the harp; neither could
    she wonder that, when the evening stroll was over, and the two
    families parted again, he should think it right to attend MrsGrant
    and her sister to their home, while MrCrawford was devoted to the
    ladies of the Park; but she thought it a very bad exchange; and if
    Edmund were not there to mix the wine and water for her, would
    rather go without it than notShe was a little surprised that he could
    spend so many hours with Miss Crawford, and not see more of the
    sort of fault which he had already observed, and of which she was
    almost always reminded by a something of the same nature whenever
    she was in her company; but so it wasEdmund was fond of
    speaking to her of Miss Crawford, but he seemed to think it enough
    that the Admiral had since been spared; and she scrupled to point
    out her own remarks to him, lest it should appear like ill-nature
    The first actual pain which Miss Crawford occasioned her was the
    consequence of an inclination to learn to ride, which the former
    58
    Mansfield Park
    caught, soon after her being settled at Mansfield, from the example
    of the young ladies at the Park, and which, when Edmund’s acquaintance
    with her increased, led to his encouraging the wish, and
    the offer of his own quiet mare for the purpose of her first attempts,
    as the best fitted for a beginner that either stable could furnishNo
    pain, no injury, however, was designed by him to his cousin in this
    offer: she was not to lose a day’s exercise by itThe mare was only to
    be taken down to the Parsonage half an hour before her ride were to
    begin; and Fanny, on its being first proposed, so far from feeling
    slighted, was almost over-powered with gratitude that he should be
    asking her leave for it
    Miss Crawford made her first essay with great credit to herself,
    and no inconvenience to FannyEdmund, who had taken down the
    mare and presided at the whole, returned with it in excellent time,
    before either Fanny or the steady old coachman, who always attended
    her when she rode without her cousins, were ready to set
    forwardThe second day’s trial was not so guiltlessMiss Crawford’s
    enjoyment of riding was such that she did not know how to leave
    offActive and fearless, and though rather small, strongly made, she
    seemed formed for a horsewoman; and to the pure genuine pleasure
    of the exercise, something was probably added in Edmund’s attendance
    and instructions, and something more in the conviction of
    very much surpassing her sex in general by her early progress, to
    make her unwilling to dismountFanny was ready and waiting, and
    MrsNorris was beginning to scold her for not being gone, and still
    no horse was announced, no Edmund appea
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    3:02 pm
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    But they hadn't heard him, and he watched the blood fall in droplets from his mouth and then lay back again zucca fendi bag moodily
    A shudder of fear, of resistance rippled through himHe could taste the blood in his mouth, and he began to tremble"Goddammit, Ah ain't gonna die, Ah ain't gonna," he wept, choking on his sobs when some mucus clotted his throatThe sounds terrified him; he lay abruptly in the tall weeds, his blood sopping into the sun-warmed earth, the Japanese chattering beside him"They're gonna Tiffany Earrings git me, they're gonna git me," he shouted suddenly"Jesus, men, don' lemme die
    Ridges heard him this time, stopped lethargically, set the litter down, and unyoked himself from the pack strapsLike a drunk proceeding slowly and elaborately to unlock a door, Ridges moved over to Wilson's head, and knelt beside him
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    Ridges bent over him, fingering numbly his own scraggly beard"Wilson," he said hoarsely, a little imperatively
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    "Wilson, they's still time to turn?"
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    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    3:02 pm
    @@@@@If that wasn't just like him! He'll do the
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    wasn't just like him! He'll do the gentlemanly thing even if it means
    tearing up his whole lifeand mine, too, by the wayHe didn't bother
    to think of that, I don't supposeScarlett bit her tongue to keep
    from unleashing her anger on himIt wasn't his fault he
    was the way he wasRhett said it: Ashley belonged to that time
    before
    the WarHe's got no place in the world todayI can't be angry or
    meanI don't want to lose anyone who was part of the glory daysAll
    that's left of that world is the memories and the people who share
    them"Dearest Ashley," Scarlett said, "I don't want to marry you
    That's the all of it
    I'm not going to play belle games with you and tell lies and keep you
    panting after meI'm too old for that, and I care for you too much
    You've been a big piece of my life all along, and you always will be
    Say you'll let me keep that
    "Of course, my dearI'm honored you f,e,el that wayI won't
    distress you by referring again to marrIageHe smiled, and he looked
    so young, so much like the Ashley of Twelve Oaks that Scarlett's heart
    turned overHe mustn't ever guess that she'd clearly heard relief
    in his voiceEverything was all rightNo, better than all right
    Now they could truly be friendsThe past was neatly finish
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    2:54 pm
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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    2:54 pm
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    Wireman stood beside Jack, shading his eyes
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    made me think of Tom"But it's here for us, not
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    The road will be closed to us once the sun goes
    downThe living dead may all be out there on
    Persephone, but there are things in the jungle
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    Elizabeth created as a little girlThere are
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    "So," Wireman said harshly"The plan is for us to
    leave by boat, is it?"
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    "I can't do that," Jack said
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    He did as I asked, and they watched, fascinated,
    as I devoured first one leg, then the otherI
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    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    2:58 pm
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    @@@@@But, however, triumph there certainly will be, and
    I must brave itBut if I can be the means of restraining the publicity
    of the business, of limiting the exhibition, of concentrating our folly,
    I shall be well repaidAs I am now, I have no influence, I can do
    nothing: I have offended them, and they will not hear me; but when
    I have put them in good-humour by this concession, I am not without
    hopes of persuading them to confine the representation within
    a much smaller circle than they are now in the high road forThis
    will be a material gainMy object is to confine it to MrsRushworth
    and the GrantsWill not this be worth gaining?”
    “Yes, it will be a great point
    “But still it has not your approbationCan you mention any other
    measure by which I have a chance of doing equal good?”
    “No, I cannot think of anything else
    “Give me your approbation, then, FannyI am not comfortable
    without it
    “Oh, cousin!”
    “If you are against me, I ought to distrust myself, and yet—But it
    is absolutely impossible to let Tom go on in this way, riding about
    the country in quest of anybody who can be persuaded to act—no
    matter whom: the look of a gentleman is to be enoughI thought
    you would have entered more into Miss Crawford’s feelings
    “No doubt she will be very gladIt must be a great relief to her,”
    137
    Jane Austen
    said Fanny, trying for greater warmth of manner
    “She never appeared more amiable than in her behaviour to you
    last nightIt gave her a very strong claim on my goodwill
    “She was very kind, indeed, and I am glad to have her spared”
    She could not finish the generous effusionHer conscience stopt
    her in the middle, but Edmund was satisfied
    “I shall walk down immediately after breakfast,” said he, “and am
    sure of giving pleasure thereAnd now, dear Fanny, I will not interrupt
    you any longerYou want to be readingBut I could not be easy
    till I had spoken to you, and come to a decisionSleeping or waking,
    my head has been full of this matter all n
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    3:03 pm
    @@@@@ The silence around the table was
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    The silence around the table was electricDeSole broke it, his voice barely above a whisper
    “What kind of man would accept an assignment like that?”
    Conklin looked at the analyst and answered in a monotone“A man who felt there wasn’t much
    left to live for, someone who had a death wish, perhaps a decent human being who was driven
    into an outfit like Medusa out of hatred and frustration The former intelligence officer stopped;
    his anguish was apparent
    “Come on, Alex,” said Valentino softly“You can’t leave us with that Conklin blinked several times, adjusting to the present“I was thinking how
    horrible it must be for him now—the memories, what he can rememberThere’s a lousy parallel I
    hadn’t considered
    “What’s the parallel?” asked Casset, hunched forward, staring at Alex
    “Years ago, during Vietnam, our man was a young foreign service officer stationed in Phnom
    Penh, a scholar married to a Thai woman he’d met here in graduate schoolThey had two children
    and lived on the banks of a riverOne morning while the wife and kids were swimming, a stray
    jet from Hanoi strafed the area killing the three of themOur man went crazy; he chucked
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    “Still, he obviously supported the war,” observed Valentino
    “Outside of having no use for Saigon and the ARVN, I don’t think he gave a damn one way or
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    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    3:02 pm
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    beyond earning moneyThe land of the O'Haras was fruitful again;
    she
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    settled herself happily beside the hearth and put Cat down to explore
    the floorBefore long the heads began to appear above the half door,
    everyone eager to hear about America and Bridie and all the restAt
    the Angelus the women hurried back down the boreen to the village,
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    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    2:54 pm
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    ears–the water gushing over and under the purple volcanic rockJeb spoke as if we were alone
    because we were
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    ripples
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    the cavern, exposed by wide, round erosions along the length of the roomThe holes looked
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    producedThe sound of it, too, was like that of boiling water
    From the ceiling hung a few long, narrow stalactites, dripping toward the stalagmites beneath
    each oneThree of them had met, forming thin black pillars between the two bodies of flowing
    water
    “Got to be careful in here,” Jeb said“Quite a current in the hot springIf you fall in, you're
    gone He bowed his head at the memory, his face sober
    The swift black eddies of the subterranean river were suddenly horrible to meI imagined being
    caught in their scalding current and shuddered
    Jeb put his hand lightly on my shoulderJust watch your step and you'll be fine
    Now,” he said, pointing to the far end of the cavern, where the shallow stream ran into a dark
    cave, “the first cave back there is the bathing roomWe've dug the floor out to make a nice,
    deep tubThere's a schedule for taking baths, but privacy's not usually an issue–it's black as
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    2:59 pm
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    wrecker hoisted what was left of the destroyed vehicle into the huge attached dumpsterThe crew
    swept the street, several remarking that they should not sweep too thoroughly or no one would
    recognize the LefebvreA quarter of an hour later the job was finished; the wrecker departed, the
    lone patrolman joining the crew to be dropped off at the nearest police phone several blocks away
    It was well past four o’clock in the morning, and soon the dawn would light up the sky over Paris,
    preceding the boisterous human carnival belowNow, however, the only signs of life on the
    boulevard Lefebvre were five lighted windows in the row of stone buildings controlled by Carlos
    the JackalInside those rooms were men and women for whom sleep was not permittedThey had
    work to do for their monseigneur
    Bourne sat on the pavement, his legs outstretched, his back against the inside wall of a storefront
    across from the building where the frightened yet argumentative baker and the indignant nun had
    confronted the policeBernardine was in a similar recess several hundred feet away, opposite the
    first building where the Jackal’s van had stopped for its condemned cargoTheir agreement was
    firm: Jason would follow and take by force whoever left first from any building; the old Deuxième
    veteran would follow whoever left second, ascertain his or her destination, but make no contact
    Bourne’s judgment was that either the baker or the nun would be the assassin’s messenger, so he
    had selected the north end of the row of stone houses
    He was partially right, but he had not anticipated an embarrassment of personnel and
    conveyancesAt 5:17, two bicycles ridden by nuns in full habits and white hats wheeled up from
    the south side of the boulevard, ringing the muted bells on their handlebars as they stopped in front
    of the house that was supposedly the quarters of the Magdalen Sisters of CharityThe door opened
    and three additional nuns, each carrying a bicycle, walked out and down the brick steps to join their
    charitable sistersThey discreetly mounted their saddles and the procession started up the street; the
    one consoling fact for Jason was that Carlos’s indignant nun took up the single rear positionNot
    knowing how it would happen, knowing only that it would happen, Bourne lurched out of the
    storefront and ran across the dark boulevardAs he reached the shadows of the deserted lot adjacent
    to the Jackal’s house, another door openedHe crouched, watching the overweight irate baker
    waddle rapidly down his brick steps and head sou
    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    3:00 pm
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    it sticks
    ii
    Wireman called the next day shortly after noon and
    asked if he was still invited to look at my
    picturesI felt some misgivings, remembering his
    promise (or threat) to give me his unvarnished
    opinion, but told him to come ahead
    I set out what I thought were my sixteen best
    although in the clear, cold daylight of that
    291
    January afternoon they all looked pretty crappy to
    meThe sketch I'd made of Carson Jones was still
    on the shelf in my bedroom closetI took it down,
    clipped it to a piece of fiberboard, and propped
    it at the end of the lineThe penciled colors
    looked dowdy and plain compared to the oils, and
    of course it was smaller than the rest, but I
    still thought it had something the others lacked
    I considered putting out the picture of the redrobe,
    then didn'tMaybe just
    because it gave me the creepsI put out Hello -
    the pencil sketch of the tanker - instead
    Wireman came buzzing up in a bright blue golf cart
    with sporty yellow pinstripingHe didn't have to
    ring the bellI was at the door to meet him
    "You've got a certain drawn look about you,
    muchacho," he said, coming inI ain't the
    doctor and this ain't the doctor's officeIf this was a building and you
    were a building inspector, I wouldn't feel this
    way, but-"
    "But that was your other life," Wireman said
    "This be your new one, where you haven't got your
    walking shoes broke in yet
    292
    "That's about the size of it
    "You're damn rightSpeaking of your prior
    existence, did you call your wife about that
    little matter you discussed with me?"
    "I didDo you want the blow-by-blow?"
    "NopeAll I want to know is if you're comfortable
    with the way the conversation turned out
    "I haven't had a comfortable conversation with Pam
    since I woke up in the hospitalBut I'm pretty
    sure she'll talk to Tom
    Friday, December 17th, 2010
    2:57 pm
    @@@@@The utter blackness did not bother
    @@@@@The utter blackness did not bother meI
    still didn't know this path well, but it wasn't difficultStraight down, then straight up
    We were halfway there when a familiar voice called out from a distanceIt echoed down the
    tunnel, fracturing
    “They're back… ack… back!” Jamie was shouting
    I tried to dry my tears on my shoulder, but I couldn't get them all
    A blue light approached, bouncing as the carrier ranThen Jamie bounded into view
    I was trying to compose myself to greet him, assuming he would be joyful and not wanting to
    upset himBut Jamie was already upsetHis face was white and tense, his eyes rimmed in red
    His dirty cheeks had rivulets through the dust there, tracks made by tears
    “Jamie?” Jared and I said together, dropping our boxes to the floor
    Jamie ran straight for me and threw his arms around my waist
    “Oh, Wanda! Oh, Jared!” he sobbed“Wes is dead! He'sdead! The Seeker killed him!”
    CHAPTER 49
    Interrogated
    Ikilled Wes
    My hands, scratched and bruised and painted with purple dust in the course of the frantic
    unloading, might as well have been painted red with his blood
    Wes was dead, and it was as much my fault as if I'd pulled the trigger myself
    All of us but five were gathered in the kitchen now that the truck was unloaded, eating some of
    the perishables we'd picked up on the final shopping trip–cheese and fresh bread with milk–and
    listening to Jeb and Doc as they explained everything to Jared, Ian, and Kyle
    I sat a little space away from the others, my head in my hands, too numb with grief and guilt to
    ask questions the way they didHe patted my back now and then
    Wes was already buried in the dark grotto beside WalterHe had died four days ago, the night
    that Jared and Ian and I had sat watching the family in the parkI would never see my friend
    again, never hear his voice…
    Tears splashed on the stone beneath me, and Jamie's pats increased in temp
    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
    3:28 pm
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    But there are other elementsPerhaps, or was it something else, something less definable?

    His rolex ladies watch senior year he branches out, plays house football with a surprising and furious satisfactionOne play he never quite forgetsA ball carrier on the opposing team breaks through a hole in the line, is checked momentarily, and is standing there stock upright, helpless, when Hearn tackles himHe has charged with all his strength and the player is taken off the field with a wrenched knee while Hearn patters after him
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    What did you say?
    More and more often this inexplicable humorSomewhere in the cavernous and undoubtedly rotten tissues of the collective brain of Al, of Jansen, of the magazine men, the college literary critics, in the aesthetes' salons, in the modern living rooms on the quiet back streets of Cambridge, there would be the unadmitted hunger to be bored and superior at a Brattle Hall dance, either that or go to vintage gucci S
    Friday, December 10th, 2010
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    she
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    listening for hisstep, watching for hisreactions, trying to guess what
    he was thinkingThe warmth of the fire was so dolce sale relaxing that Scarlett
    caught herself yawning"Excuse me, Miss Eleanor," she said hastily,
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    "I feel exactly the same way," said Mrs"Isn't it
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    She yawned, too, and the contagion caught both of them, until
    helpless
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    Then she bridled at the implied criticIsm"I'm not 'doing'
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    "Good heavens!"
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    Tuesday, December 7th, 2010
    3:00 pm
    @@@@@Bourne gasped, his eyes frozen on the
    @@@@@Bourne gasped, his eyes frozen on the television screen as he realized he
    was staring at an older version of that angry, pacing figure in his mind’s eye“A courtroom in a
    base camp north of Saigon,” he whispered
    “It’s Ogilvie,” said Conklin, his voice distant, hollowMy God, they did link
    upMedusa found the Jackal!”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    371
    36
    “It was a trial, wasn’t it, Alex?” said Bourne, bewildered, the words floating, hesitant
    “Yes, it was,” agreed Conklin“But it wasn’t your trial, you weren’t the accusedYou were the one who brought charges, a rare thing for any of your group to do then, in or
    out of the fieldA number of the army people tried to stop you but they couldn’tWe’ll go into it
    later, discuss it later
    “I want to discuss it now,” said Jason firmly“That man is with the Jackal, right there in front of
    our eyesI want to know who he is and what he is and why he’s here in Moscow—with the JackalYour friend Krupkin is helping us, which means he’s helping Marie and me and I’m
    grateful for his helpThe colonel here is also on our side or we wouldn’t be seeing what’s on that
    screen at this momentI want to know what happened between that man and me, and all of
    Langley’s security measures can go to hellThe more I know about him—now—the better I know
    what to ask for, what to expect Bourne suddenly turned to the Soviets“For your information,
    there’s a period in my life I can’t completely remember, and that’s all you have to know
    “I have trouble remembering last night,” said the colonel
    “Tell him what he wants to know, AlekseiIt can have no bearing on our interestsThe Saigon
    chapter is closed, as is Kabul Conklin lowered himself into a chair and massaged his right calf; he tried to speak
    casually but the attempt was not wholly successful“In December of 1970 one of your men was
    killed during a search-and-destroy patr
    Monday, December 6th, 2010
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    spotlight, with her hair loose on the shoulders of
    a pink dressing gownWireman sat beside her,
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    painting in the room, a fine print of Edward
    Hopper's Eleven AM, an archetype of loneliness
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    stones, each one heavier than the lastThe first
    was how much weight she'd lostThe second was
    that she looked horribly tiredThe third was that
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    "No-" I began, but when she raised one hand (the
    flesh hanging down in a snow-white bag above her
    elbow), I stilled at onceBecause here was a
    fourth thing to see, and it hit hardest of all -
    not a stone but a boulderI was looking at myself
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    the poor scattered bits of my memory - all that
    treasure that looked like trash when it was spread
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    I had forgotten my doll's name, and I knew what
    was coming next
    "I can do this," she said
    "I birkin bag hermes know you can," I said
    "You brought Wireman back from the hospital," she
    said
    "I was so afraid they'd keep himAnd I would be
    alone
    I didn't reply to this
    "Are you Edmund?" she asked timidly
    "Miss Eastlake, don't tax yourself," Wireman said
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    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
    2:54 pm
    @@@@@“Iam?You hypocritical swine! ” There was
    @@@@@“Iam?You
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    There was nothing but silence and blackness behind us nowI stumbled in the dark, trying to
    keep up
    It was then that I began to feel the throbbing from Ian's gripHis hand was tight as a tourniquet
    around my upper arm, his long fingers making the circle easily and then overlappingMy hand
    was going numb
    He jerked me along faster, and my breath caught in a moan, almost a cry of pain
    The sound made Ian stumble to a stopHis breathing was hoarse in the darkness
    “Ian, Ian, I…” I choked, unable to finishI didn't know what to say, picturing his furious face
    His arms caught me up abruptly, yanking my feet out from under me and then catching my
    shoulders before I could fallHe started running forward again, carrying me nowHis hands
    were not rough and angry like before; he cradled me against his chest
    He ran right through the big plaza, ignoring the surprised and even suspicious facesThere was
    too much that was unfamiliar and uncomfortable going on in the caves right nowThe humans
    here–Violetta, Geoffrey, Andy, Paige, Aaron, Brandt, and more I couldn't see well as we jolted
    past–were skittishIt disturbed them to see Ian running headlong through them, face twisted
    with rage, with me in his arms
    And then they were behind usHe didn't pause until we reached the doors leaning against his
    and Kyle's roomHe kicked the red one out of the way–it hit the stone floor with an echoing
    boom–and dropped me onto the mattress on the floor
    Ian stood above me, his chest heaving with exertion and furyFor a second he turned away and
    put the door back in place with one swift wrenchAnd then he was glowering again
    I took a deep breath and rolled up onto my knees, holding my hands out, palms up, wishing that
    some magic would appear in themSomething I could give him, something I could say
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